> I have a pattern of loneliness pushing me into making very foolish decisions.
If you have a semi-pathologic pattern in your life you need to find a good therapist. HN/Reddit/your internet forum of choice will not have the same impact as a professional that helps you to work up your problems.
There are many people who are separated with kids, and not being able to see their kids. It is horrible.
It might sound a bit cliché, but please bear with me:
> I have a pattern of loneliness pushing me into making very foolish decisions.
If you have a semi-pathologic pattern in your life you need to find a good therapist. HN/Reddit/your internet forum of choice will not have the same impact as a professional that helps you to work up your problems.